I was naked and alone. The room had nothing in it other than a blanket and a cardboard bowl to use as a toilet. There was no bed or mattress or pillow. The door had a small window on it so staff could come and peer in at me from time to time, like I was a zoo animal. I needed to pee, but fuck them: I wouldn’t piss in their stupid cardboard bowl. I pissed on the floor. No wonder the seclusion rooms always smelt of urine.