Sometimes she is angry with Tyler and hates what he has done. Sometimes she judges herself and worries about how to protect her three girls. And sometimes it feels like her whole family is falling apart.
"When you lose someone, if it's cancer or a car accident or heart attack, in a way I can kind of understand it because there's something behind it. But with (this), to us, to those left behind, there is no reasoning that we can understand. It bloody sucks."